Wednesday, March 09, 2005

love is in the air

someone from UKs mailing list suggested writting a love letter to your hubby especially for those who live apart.

ive decided to take up that suggestion and wrote him one last night. It was not easy to compromise with AD on whos got the chance to play cbeebies or getting my job done. anyway after few negotiations with the clever-hyperactive 2 yrs old kid ive managed to sent one.

today at the office, been hinting at my hubby if he has checked his email. Unfortunately it is way after office hour now and still havent got any phone call or reply yet. Hmmmm....long sigh..am i feeling sad/disheartened about it. yes and no.

to be honest, i dont blame him, i've known him too well, hes working hard and im sure whenever he get reward it is for our own good too. after all hes working hard for us right ?? hee hee...i dont know, im trying to comfort myself....on the other hand i miss our courting times, those love letters, such a splendid experience...

there is more to life than mushy stuff now. perhaps whats more important is understanding and honesty. maybe the timing is not right. hes on call 24X7 this week. perhaps i should try different approach or try again when hes not very tied up with his work.

missing DH :(

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