Friday, December 23, 2005

Holiday Mood

I am on leave starting from Tuesday to Friday.
Destination -> well local but most importantly just want to have some quality time with am and danial together. Most probably we will be heading for Melaka-JB-Singapore-back to kl before heading next to -Undecided-Couple-Getaway then moving up north to Penang to visit Am's parent.

I am so looking forward for our holiday :) I badly need a break from work.

Happy Holidays and Happy New Year.

*Autoreply work email is ON* Woo hooo

Friday, December 09, 2005

Woo hoo

Lilypie Baby Ticker

Lilypie Baby Ticker

Thank you God :)

Friday, November 25, 2005

Money and Danial's Special Request

I have finally get over my "Mellow" Period. It took me a few days to get rid of this feeling,
not that I am totally over with, well at least for the time being "I can live with it, and I
just want to go with the flow". Come on, lets look at the bright side ? There are people who
are less fortunate than me, It is not the end of the world.

Maybe Not.

If only I dont have to pay for Waja Insurance + Road Tax this month. I have allocated money for it with assumption that &%^%^^&*&*. It just that this month is very, very tight. Sesak perut ni, bukan takat ikat perut je *long sigh*

After all kalau ada rezeki, insyaAllah ada (kena la extra doa ni) and based on my discussion
with boss no1 everything will be smooth flow again. Biasa la hiccups tu here and there kan,
kalau anak menteri ke or bapak aku punye company ke lain la kan, so I'm moving on now :)

Last night out of the blue while we were watching tv, danial request something from me :

Danial : Mummy, I want baby girl
Me : Errr, what ? (just to make sure I heard it correctly)
Danial : I want baby girl
Me : Uhhh *smiling* go ask your Baba

Well I am not going to elaborate on "The making of Baby Girl" hee hee but I like to share
something that I have notice lately. My motherly instinct tells me Danial wants a friend to
play with.

Based on my observation :
  • Danial is having more fun when play his thomas train set with his cousin (Dini), and lately
  • He just found out he has a friend (who is my mother's neighbour daughter) named Farzana. This little girl is so cute, with her big eyes, natural wavey hair and fair skin. For the past fewdays Danial play with Farzana on daily basis. In fact sometimes when they were both too exhausted they ended up having their afternoon sleep together. *Aduii parah betul le*

I decided to enrol him for Tumble Tots Programme. I have book an appointment for a free trial
session this Saturday afternoon. DH was 80% ok with the idea until the money part came out. I
told him the monthly charges is rm80++ for 4 classes. Each class last for 45 minutes. He commented rm20 for 45 minutes, mahalnye !!! Itu I belum bagitau die lagi yg rm80++ is actually around rm400 upon registration hee hee :P

Haiii saba jele, for the time being we just gonna let danial enjoy his free trial session. If
everything turn out ok, and Baba die cair most probably bule la enrol danial kut. After all he
is going to pay for it :)

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Jom Keje Sini

2005 Best Employers in Malaysia

Hewitt Associates and its partners congratulated the Best Employers in Malaysia for 2005 at an Award Event in Malaysia on April 20, 2005. Results were published in The Edge on April 25, 2005.

The judges selected 10 Best Employers in Malaysia. The lists are presented in order of ranking:

Best Employers in Malaysia 2005

The Ritz-Carlton, Kuala Lumpur
Dumex (Malaysia) Sdn. Bhd.
SP Setia Bhd.
The Ascott Group Limited
Brunsfield Group of Companies
American Express (Malaysia)
Komag USA (Malaysia) Sdn.
Federal Express Services (M) Sdn. Bhd.
Microsoft (Malaysia) Sdn Bhd
Tenaga Nasional Berhad

Congrats to sis Lollies and Gartblue. Jom kite semua keje kat company atas tu :P
The political environment at my workplace is driving me crazy. It demotivated me big time.
Sometimes I want to contribute my level best, but when this type of problem kan it makes u feel alaa buat apa la nak kerje rajin-rajin bukannya management nak recognised ke apa ke. Yela keje macam org giler, stayback sume apa salahnya appreciate la staff, jangan la buruk siku... isk sakit hati betul :(

Kalau ikutkan hati mmg nak berhenti keje je. But when I think long term commitment kena la saba, at least I have to stay here for a year, nasib baik la ada blog hee hee :)

Ada hikmah kut sebalik benda-benda camni :)
InsyaAllah mintak Allah makbulkan doa i, hari tu sakit skrg ni dah baik,
bulan ni sengkek next few months ada la duit balik :)


Monday, November 21, 2005


I feel guilty.
Maybe I deserved this.

Huh !!!
It is hard to make everybody around you happy especially when you dont have the power to take control over the situation. Your heart/instinct desperately want to make them happy but the truth is you failed and hurt them unnecessarily. Well maybe i deserve this, or tell me Guest? how do you overcome this situation if you were in my shoes.

The ironic part every weekend is either fully-booked attending hari raya open house or hosting one. Mind you, IT IS SCHOOL HOLIDAY WHICH MEANS WEDDING CEREMONIES SEASON. My god, and at this age (26) is the peak time when everybody decided to get married. It's like a circle and one by one of your friends tied the knot and start the wonderful marriage life.

Let me brief you my situation.
Last saturday I had 2 wedding invitations and 2 open house invitations. All the invitations start from noon until 4/5 pm.

One of the wedding is from my ex-skool mate Ms Azna. She is getting married to her boyfriend whom she has known for the past 7/8 years. Me and Ms Azna grew up in the same neighbourhood, we went to the same school and share the circle-friends. We keep in touch on and off but we still do see each other once in a while despite my err family schedules. Her wedding reception is at Dewan Guthrie, Bukit Jelutong.

The other wedding invitation is from my friend Ms Khadijah whom I known back in Loughborough, UK. Ms Khadijah is my senior and she graduated in 2001. She went back for good to Malaysia and I havent met her ever since. The only way we keep in touch via MSN Messenger and now we sms or call occasionally. She told me several times, and insist that I come to her reception. I told her I will come InsyaAllah. Her wedding reception is at UIA, Gombak.

When I received the third invitation for last saturday I told her I barely can make it for this one. She insist I still come and out of politeness I told her "I will talk to my husband and see if we can squeeze yours late evening". This lady is my office mate, I chat with her via (YM) almost everyday and we seem to get along very well. She desperately want a female friend (being the only programmer in her dept), me on the other hand, want a friend whom I can share my cyber-interest and mundane life. She lives in Klang.

Saturday came. And errrr it didnt turned out as I have expected. In fact I am feeling guilty until now and dont know what should I do to make it up.

We arrived at Dewan Guthrie, Bukit Jelutong around 2pm. I was surprised and excited to meet my old skoolmates again. We update on our life, gossips, take loads of picture and before I realised it is nearly 4pm. Uhhhh I panicked, I told my hubby and he told me we cant make it to the other kenduri/open house. I have to go see a doctor and she is only available from 3-5pm. In the end I attended only ONE kenduri kahwin and NONE open house invitation :(

I am a bad friend. *sigh*
I missed the opportunity to see Ms Khadijah in her wedding dress. I feel bad if she really has been waiting/expecting me. I still have her wedding present in my house untouched, and nicely wrap with a small congratulations card on it.

My office mate doesnt want to chat with me today.
I sms-ed her last weekend and she didn't reply. I know she really hope I could make it to her raya open house.

The problem is, I do want to go but DH is the one who make the decision. After all he is the one who is driving, he controls the journey as well as our plan for the day.
DH told me it is impossible for me to attend all the kenduri/open house.
Perhaps, I will make it if I dont have to go see the doctor ? Or perhaps it is better to come, although when the ceremony finished rather than didnt come at all. Like the saying "Better late than never" :(

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Hari Raya Celebration 2005 in Subang Jaya

Baba nak duit raya ?? Danial nak beli choo-choo train thomas

Chelamat Hari Yaya, Mummy

Mari makan-makan time ni la nak makan sungguh-sungguh.FORGET ABOUT YOUR DIET, ada excuse hari ni first day raya.

Sesi makan lagi part 2, hmm ada laksa, nasi impit, kuah kacang, rendang ayam, kuih raya, yum yum

Posing manja danial dengan ibu die hee hee :)

Yay, Let's go to nenek house, my office :)

Danial ngorat cousin die, Aqilah :)

Disheartened with Modblog

I was very surprised yesterday when modblog features returned back to normal after months I tolerate the orangy layout.
I have upload all the raya pictures celebrated in KL as well as in Penang and save it in my computer with hope to upload it for my next entry today.

Unfortunately each time when I try to open my modblog I got this

The connection was refused when attempting to contact


Tuesday, October 18, 2005

More about ME

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Friday, October 07, 2005

Me, Myself and I

20 years ago - 1985 (i was 6)
Uhh I cant really remember this. I lived in Salak South, my mom worked for a Bank and my father just started his business. We lead a very small life, me and my younger brother. I was an active and tomboyish little girl. I droved my mom up to the wall occasionally. I still remember one incident where we went for my father's relatives wedding reception. It was held somewhere in Kajang. I had an urgency to wee so my mom accompany me to the toilet. Being an independent little girl I rushed first and enjoyed the excitement when my mom had to run after me. Upon seeing the toilet bowl i jumped onto it, and to my surprised the toilet bowl swayed and broke into pieces. When my mom arrived she was horrified to see me, the next thing all that I can remember I had stiches in my neck which left scar until now :( I couldnt really remember the surgery experience at the clinic but my mom told me, I cried non-stop for hours hee hee

10 years ago - 1995 (i was 16)
sweet 16. Hee hee During my teenager life I was very timid, shy and quiet. We live in Subang Jaya. I went to SMSU in Subang Jaya. I had lost my younger brother in an accident. It was an agonizing experience for the whole family especially my parents. My mother has resigned and helping my dad with his business.

5 years ago - 2000 ( i was 21)
Sweet 21. Hee hee During this year I graduated from UWCN, Wales UK with whole lot other friends. They were around 200 students in my batch. My first diploma year was the happiest moment in my life. I learnt to be independent, really enjoy my singlehood by travelling and shopping, work part time to gain extra money, I was offered MEng in Loughborough. After graduated in August I came back to Msia. We get married in September and two weeks after that fly off to Loughborough.

3 years ago - 2002 (i was 23)
Still in Loughborough. In my Second Yr and pregnant with danial. Hubby was working in Leicester. Came back to Malaysia just to deliver Danial while was heavily 8 months pregnant. 3 days before gave birth to Danial my hubby came back. Lucky me :) Danial was born on 18 July on the exact grandpa's birthday. Alhamdullilah :)

Last year - 2004 (i was 25)
Graduated from Loughborough. It was the most stressful year for me, as I have to do my final yr project, manage 2nd yr students, viva, crazy coursework, I spent hours and hours in the VLSI lab, playing around with Matlab, of course apart from my student dateline I have to manage my family and danial. We came back for good on 31st August.

This year (i am 26)
Last May my hubby was offered a job in Cyberjaya. Alhamdullilah after being aprt for 6 months. Danial is 3 yrs old. I am working in TPM, Bukit Jalil. We are hoping for a baby girl Heheheee... but unfortunately takde rezeki lagi :(

Next year
My MIL went for Umrah last 2 weeks. I request her to pray special doa for us. hee Hee so I hope my 3 wishes will come true, and hopefully to get a baby girl. Hee Hee geram la tengok dress cute-cute kat kedai tu hee hee

10 years from now - I'll be 36 years old!
Happily married to my dearest hubby, danial is going to be 13 yrs old, hopefully doing well in his studies, own a house, i am working from home, ohh kalau ada rezeki ada anak lagi bagus juge hee hee :)


I know I haven't been loyal to you,
I have abandoned you for the past few months
errr but the main point is

hee hee cause MODBLOG IS DOWN my friend,
yes and it is getting on my nerve to read the same ol announcements each time i open my modblog..

but the truth is, I MISS MODBLOG.
I really do.
I hope they will work like hell to overcome the problems.
It's okay if the friend's list features didnt work though.. hee hee
It's okay if the visitor's counter doesnt count.

Friday, March 25, 2005


I have been very quiet recently. Well actually im busy playing around with my other blog. do some touch up, to make it more nicer. Ive also been thinking why do i need 2 blogs, for goodness sake, i havent make up my mind which blog i am going to get rid of, because they are different circle of friends involve in the modblog and blogspot...i have decided ill stick to the modblog one. It has a lot more features, you can play around twist here and there :) im sorry for the time being my latest blog entry would be at this address. Cya Later

Monday, March 21, 2005


Last weekends Ive had once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to watch the F1. It was enjoybable and memorable experience indeed courtesy of my BiL who works for Petronas Motosport. We've been given 5 grandstand free tickets which include (me,dh,ad,my sil and her husband). DH was over the moon and very excited about the whole thing. I still remember, back in the UK when the F1 season started sometime in spring we would have to rescheduled our daily weekends rutines so that DH can watch the F1 race in peace. If worse come to worse and he really couldnt watch it live, he would make sure that he recorded it so that he can watched it later when we get home. So you could imagine how enthusiastic he was to see the F1 live. He was hoping to have a visit to pit stop and have a look closely and the teams car, engineers and u-know-to-have-a-feel about the F1 is a lifetime experience.

it was blasting hot that day. ad was very excited he didnt even want to have breakfast that morning. we have to walk around 1.5 km from parking lot to the grand stand area. fuhhhh you could imagine the sweat and exercises weve been through.

time to work. will update more later...nowadays no more time to blog :( workload increasing :P

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Fancy a Chocolate Quiz Yum, Yum

Theres not much work to do today (meaning it is blogging time heee hee), one of my Bloggers friend recommended this quiz. So below is my results hee hee....i have to admit the 'mint cookie' results is not 100% true. Hee hee i wish i have the money to spend on my wardrobe, right now it is just not my priority...perhaps in a few months time...i can be the New Yorker with a twist of Chic-Modern-Islamic-Look :)

You scored 66.7%
Chocolate Chip Cookie
Chocolate Chip lovers are loyal and dependable. You're probably a bit of a traditionalist and, therefore, may find it difficult to try new things. Family and friends are very important to you and you work hard to maintain connections among your loved ones. You have a small group of friends you've known forever and spend time with regularly, and you are the one everyone comes running to for advice. You relish your role as the nurturer and comforter, and your friends repay you by gently reminding you to take care of yourself -- along with everyone else!

You scored 22.2%
Sugar Cookie
If sugar cookies are your passion (the more butter, the better), you are a sensual and fun-loving person. You like to keep your options open and sometimes have trouble making up your mind. But once you make a decision, you stick with it: there's no dithering. You appreciate simple things but you insist on the highest quality always -- the best clothing, top quality sheets and towels, etc. You share your passion for good things with a small circle of close friends and, in fact, can be quite shy around new people. But those who spend the time to get to know you love what they discover -- a passionate, fun woman with a lot to offer.

You scored 11.1%
Mint Cookie
You are cool, sophisticated and full of energy. If you were a magazine, you'd be The New Yorker. Your closet is filled with chic clothes, you enjoy wine with meals, and you like to try interesting new cuisines, go to arty movies and spend time with friends talking about "important" things. You like your life to be exciting; you're anything but boring! Your sharp wit and joie de vivre are the things your friends and loved ones most admire about you.

You scored 0%
Oatmeal Raisin Cookie
You are a natural woman. You enjoy spending time outdoors -- in the garden, hiking or just sitting under a tree with a good book. You crave the simple life. You believe that food is best when it's made from scratch, a philosophy that also carries over into the homemade gifts you like to give. You enjoy spending quiet time with the ones you love and prefer intimate gatherings of close friends to the frenetic party scene. Your friends and family admire your calm self-confidence and natural beauty.

You scored 0%
Ginger Cookie
Ginger cookie lovers are risk takers. You have a keen sense of adventure, whether that manifests as shooting white-water rapids or simply taking a turn in the road to see where it leads. You are curious, intelligent, funny and young at heart. You tend to like being the center of attention, and enjoy being surrounded by an admiring and willing audience. Good thing, too, because your fans are likely to stay by your side for a long time to come! Despite your entourage, you remain very independent minded. You and only you are in charge of your life, and you love it that way.

What Took You So Long

Alhamdullilah.....Alhamdullilah...I really dont know how to break this news... Hee Hee....I am the happiest woman alive in this world, Over the moon. Finally the news that I've long to hear, my DH has been offered a job in KL.

Yehaaaaaaaaaaaa, Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

I am overjoyed, speechless, blissful and most importantly gratified to Allah. Thank you for making my prayer came true. Ive been praying day and night for 6 months and finally it came true. Only He knows the sacrifices and the sorrow to lead your life without ur beloved DH.....

On the other hand, this situation has given us a new perspective to our relationship. Its true that ppls say, "Absence makes the heart grow fonder". Ive learn to be more understanding, appreciate and patience with DH. My long-term resolution is to be a better wife, InsyaAllah. Ive realised that sometimes when your love ones is around you, you tend to take he/she for granted. Although it is sometimes tiny little things, but it's actually those tiny slip up that counts..

I am more energetic, enthusiastic to move on with my life now. Thank you again to Allah, Alhamdullilah. I am so happy, i just cant help it to smile from ear to ear even in my sleep :)

Monday, March 14, 2005

When You Finally Found Someone

why would u do crazy things, things that make your whole body aching, super-duper exhausted like you've been running 100km non-stop, u dying to open ur eyes at work and wishing that u are sleeping soundly in ur bed for hours the whole day :) why because i am madly in love with my DH. It is crazy, it is stupid, but the companionship is worth it

The price to pay for travelling 5 hours journey is very, very tiring. For the past 6 months the North-South highway is just like federal, or ldp highway to us. Thanks to us the plus have collected hundreds $$$ just for the sake of our travelling expenses not to mention the fuel expenses, i am actually tired and sick of this situation, i wish that there would be an end to this, i am not getting stronger by day, although i can give 1001 reasons to gain back my energy, the truth is i just cant lie to myself
pls make my prayer come true
ill be the happiest woman alive in this world

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Gain Weight

ive been trying to gain weight for ages, on and off. i dont know why my metabolism is so high and it burn all the fats so damn quickly heee heee i envy those ppl who can wear size 12/14 because ive been wearing the same size all these years. i can still wear those clothes ive been wearing when i was 19/20, how terrible is that, pity me :(

i wake up this morning incredibly early, feeling motivated and inspired. one of the thing that inspired me is to GAIN WEIGHT.

First i have to eat as much as i can. I know this sound stupid but im not the sort of person who eat too much i think. ive been too clingy and needy because DH is not around these days hence affected my appetite. but ive just realised my situation is not that bad compared to single parents out there (especially single mummy), how do they cope with their life right ? so i think i can handle this, it is still beyond my control...i just have to be stronger each day and occupied myself with a lot of crazy stuff like blogging :P and it just kept me haunting

So this morning when i came to work, i brought a lot of food to make sure ill be eating on and off the whole day. I wish i could eat all of that food :P

Maybe from now on i stock up food in my place at office. Will not miss breakfast and lunch. no more branch these days and worry less

will update more.. time to work. seriously work.

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

love is in the air

someone from UKs mailing list suggested writting a love letter to your hubby especially for those who live apart.

ive decided to take up that suggestion and wrote him one last night. It was not easy to compromise with AD on whos got the chance to play cbeebies or getting my job done. anyway after few negotiations with the clever-hyperactive 2 yrs old kid ive managed to sent one.

today at the office, been hinting at my hubby if he has checked his email. Unfortunately it is way after office hour now and still havent got any phone call or reply yet. Hmmmm....long i feeling sad/disheartened about it. yes and no.

to be honest, i dont blame him, i've known him too well, hes working hard and im sure whenever he get reward it is for our own good too. after all hes working hard for us right ?? hee hee...i dont know, im trying to comfort myself....on the other hand i miss our courting times, those love letters, such a splendid experience...

there is more to life than mushy stuff now. perhaps whats more important is understanding and honesty. maybe the timing is not right. hes on call 24X7 this week. perhaps i should try different approach or try again when hes not very tied up with his work.

missing DH :(


im glad i have my own blog, from now on whenever im feeling lonely/bored i can write something hehe hee...... will write more very so excited..